Still alive...

I'm still here...I can feel the "Holiday pressure" that's what I call it that I feel around this time of year. Your know have I done all I need to make it special for my family? Will the kids remember this year? Did I get everyone on my Christmas card list that I need to and should have? I know that I didn't send them to "everyone" and I wasn't trying to ruffle any ones feathers by not sending them one either..it's almost like you get what you give type of thing with me anymore....does that sound juvenile? I probably need professional help but it's hard to reach out and get nothing....sad but true.
But I promise to get back on track. My head has been killing me and when that happens no pictures..it's hard to do with a headache :( I worked this week at August school in the Nursery..yes you read right the nursery and it was so much fun for me I got to love on sweet babies and work with a sweet gal Jennifer that I'd never worked with before. This was my first time to work in the nursery..so fun..I heart babies!! I want a job there so bad I guess I need to drop harder hints to Heather :) Lanta has been busy with school too...being a first grader is hard work too. She loves school so that is such a HUGE blessing. If she couldn't go to school she would be so sad...I'll have to remember this feeling in four or five years when she maybe doesn't like school..fingers crossed! Soon we will be out of school for Christmas and Uncle Kris (my brother) will be here next week for a week to visit. So I promise life will get back on track :)
Merry Christmas