Yes, I have been gone all Summer! July 5th I entered a rehab/ treatment center Sierra Tucson for my drug and prescription use problem..... lets say it wasn't a plan of mine personally my husband and parents did an intervention on me and it was the of the best gifts that anyone has given me so far! At the time I was so sad and confused that I didn't see the gift. All I could see was being sent away for 30 days to Arizona by myself and really at that point I was just numb. I had been using marijuana at that point in my life for 20 years...yeah I know I am not the typical pothead everyone would always say but Mary she was a VERY good friend of mine or I thought! Then there was the pill problem...being that at one point in my life I had worked in a pharmacy I knew what would get you excuse the language fucked up so when I had my prescription for my hydrocodone I took it how I wanted and how much that I wanted...and I also knew what to mix with other medications to get a little higher. Not good!! So basically I became my own worst enemie and anyone else that had pills that I wanted :( I had became the worst Mom, Wife, Daughter, Sister and Friend around really. Add my depression on top of all of that and really I was a ticking time bomb and really I had never dealt with the three miscarriages that we had had early on either. But being at Sierra Tucson was the best thing EVER. I got a new me back and left the pothead and pill taker in the desert!!!! As anybody in recovery will tell you it's a struggle but so worth it! But I have been sober for almost 5 months now and it feels great :) So there's my Truth just wanted to keep it real......
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